+warmer than warm yeah

Calming winds before what you know to be craziness, enjoying the talks again, finding the hopes of rhythm again, sweet comments, loving simplicity, working late, building up.

+i'm retiring from that fight

Getting enough sleep, full length windows, walking still, running into people i want to run into, hugging a dog goodbye before I go to work, oats&berries, happy evening plans to look forward to, gaining confidence in over the phone communications, skirts, bombs, waiting, knowing so many, eoy's and landmines of information, errands and the fun change in routine they bring, closer than ever.

"This is the darkest day I've seen / I can't find an opening / I've never felt this rage in me / I've never known this anger / I'm feeling like a curse / I feel like I'm getting worse / I'm bored with war and songs / I've been bitter far too long / Come on prove me wrong / and tell me I'm not longer / and tell me I'm not crazy / Well maybe just a little bit / Maybe just a little bit crazy / But mostly prove me wrong / They're up to something in my head / I can hear them taunting me / Thanks for nothing imagined friends / I can hear you laughing. / I  feel like a hearse / Like I'm carrying dead / I'm tired of being right / I'm retiring from that fight / hey come on prove me wrong." -Fiction Family

+questions of science, science and progress do not speak as loud as my heart

Driving before sunrise, little pangs of excitement, learning lessons from dogs, homemade brownies, impressed at the flow of it all, baby blue, colors colors colors, warm breezes, comforting locations, defining home, humbled-in-awe-appreciative-feelings, plans that come together like an masterpiece, lying down.

+the details aren't so detailed this way

Caves, eerily clean, candle light, day ones, using frames for the important things/ones, new teas and wonderfully needed catch ups, never where we thought, black coffee paired with wooden nook-like tables, hearing about Spain, developing a style or preference, how cracker barrel seems to always be the place we go when we're the most happy unplanned, fruit-galore!, followthroughfollowthrough, loving looks.

"We were supposed to have a black and white spring / do you remember that? / You're probably packing some things to bring / toss the boxes in the back. / I wrote this down for you / Not because you're leaving / just because we like you / Yeah, just because we like you." -Limbeck

+distance is only an obstacle, hardly a match for a miracle. i'm finally ready to go to california

Sweet chitchat, being called a lady, getting all my thoughts out through pen and paper, productive mornings, pink shirts, rain showers and farmers markets, fresh and local verggies, considerding sweet cece's lunch, peaceful afternoons filled with tons of thinking things through, surprises and when people feel fully loved, basketball, the original flavor this time, puzzles, definitions.

+she broke down the other day, yeah you things in life they change

The third days, prep for excitement, weavings, walking again, tense, creamy pasta, oatmeal lunches, mailboxes, impromptu (the word and the action), barnes and noble in general, owl print, searching for common ground, exhaustion and talking as I fall asleep.

+each scene is acted and beautifully crafted, with rhythm and reason that's brilliantly true

Going harder than ever, sunlight streaming through the blinds and warming me up as I eat my breakfast, liking the outfit you chose for the day, teavana and visiting, plans plans plans, good music while stuck in traffic, golden retrievers and the way their personalities are all so similar, local eateries, opening up to the idea, happy to see others happy, finally arriving, pinkmelonade.

+write out write out write out your words

Slowing down, how much we love just walking around together, coupons, water bottles, finding deals, nectarines and peaches and blueberries, it being the month of June, our fun money, counting it up, homestretches, calls from mom, fun groups of friends, never as you expect it, appreciation.

+you're just screaming into the wind

Nervousness and days back, conversations on the phone, focusing, still missing, using the Italy journal, homemade pizza nights, driving so much for good reasons, explorations, protein protein, down one!, football cravings, musical-mixing, moments that stop time.

+does summer come for everyone? can humans do what prophets say?

Sweet mornings with Sarah, independence and living alone, little plans, haphazard, calendars, envelopes, easily gliding, secret moments, renewed determination, the smell and feel of Summer weather in Nashville, purusing, new teas to try, handmade cards, thick tipped pens, compliments out of nowhere, predictable and cute movies, collapsing out of good exhaustion.

"If I die before I learn to speak / Can money pay for all the days I lived awake but half asleep?" -John Nolan

+the sun starts to climb in the eastern sky brings a quiet sleeping town back to life

Chauffering and teasing, working out in my living room again, "again"s feeling so right, missing a newly deepened relationship, humidity and feeling the drastic climate differences, grocery shopping fun, flattery, journals, confidence, mid-afternoon rain showers, dinners and dvds, reading nights.

+let us pause in life's pleasures and count its many tears

Cherryridge Drive, sleeping in again (at-last), long walks, lemonade stands, goofy sunglasses, butterflies of happiness, free frozen yogurt, airport sitting, writing, reading, reeling in the contentment, trains, sweet friends who act like super heros, late night blushing hugs, deep breaths of happiness, home again home again.

"Let us pause in life's pleasures and count its many tears / while we all sup sorrow with the poor / there's a song that will linger forever in our ears / oh hard times, come again no more."

+let us let go of two that they might become one

5am wake-up calls, funny dreams, big cups of coffee, THE day, prepped and ready, nerves and crackers, juice and lighting, stress and laughter, tearing up at the beauty, hearing stories of the Christ-centeredness, not enough words to describe the beauty and rightness it all felt, relief and calm, hugs and memories, pictures and exhaustion, thousands and thousands, new friendships formed, falling asleep in yet another city.

+i understand because my heart and hers are the same

When events match personalities, mountains in the fog, adventures in new cities, sharing all our memories, learning what it means to be "life-long," sharing a pot of tea, eating scones, all-about-you, adorable story telling and laughter and smiles, kickball games, chik-fil-a, families coming together beautifully, the way he looks at her all the time, stolen kisses, long walks, chores together, air mattresses, talking out the nerves.

+wake me up when september ends

All of "us" in one place, parking at the air force, security checks, sunscreen, chills because of such perfect formations, attention grabbing keynotes, pride...the good kind, crying out of complete happiness, non-stop smiling from every person involved, packed sandwiches, getting stuck in traffic for the good talks it produces, pizza parties, new faces and families.

But, words are not even needed. These are the best details.

+nothing worth anything goes down easy

Small mountain towns, the history of it all, finding the locale fascinating, recorded tours, dancing all along the way, precious perfect friendships, pho, pablo's, free cookies, Italian adventures and using my imagination, text messages, packing up, yoga and movies and sleepovers.

+we can make it through another day, we could burn like the northern lights

Sweet breakfasts to start a Sunday, a new church experience, intelligent speakers, a brand of thoughtfulness that is rare, low-humidity, college campuses and all the promise I feel like they hold, green landscapes against vibrant blue skies, gearing up for mountain biking, chicken, riding through a beautiful canyon of sorts, goats, raging rivers, being capable, exploring little trails, feeling strong and thankful, gushing over the beauty of nature, trail mix & fruit never tasting better, high school graduations, leftovers, learning so much, never a pause in conversing, soreness and laughter, lollicup and surprising pregnant women, being beat in connect four, crashing.

+tell me all of your doubt, and everybody bleeds this way, just the same

A long jog in the clean & fresh mountain air, playing with cute little kids, connection, lunch-making, water water water, splurging on a spa afternoon, health advice, bright orange, colorado(ians)?, caribou coffee's strong coffee, ice hockey games, stories of cultural differences, the way the breeze feels and smells, feeling alive and not wanting to sleep in fear of missing something, my first thai food experience, sunsetting, hammocking, single star risings, late night workouts, lookout mountain, healing conversations and discussions, a new project.

"We push and pull / And I fall down sometimes / And I'm not letting go / You hold the other line / Cause there is a light / In your eyes / In your eyes / Hold on and hold tight / From out of your sight / And everything keeps movin' on / movin' on / Hold on, hold tight / Make it through another night / And everyday, there comes a song with the dawn." -Mat Kearney

+shock me like an electric eel

Bursts of energy, sleeping with the lights on, empty Bongo Java and finding parking, rushing but with an end in sight, roma tomatoes mixed with cucumbers, butterflies of excitement, having a calming boyfriend even when all my plans get jolted and mixed up, how good it feels to sit in silence in a busy airport, aiports, the city lights, the scenery cross-country, having a hug of a dear friend waiting at the top of the escalators, signs that I'm in Denver, surreal happiness, excitement.

+you can try to swim the sea

Hello oatmeal pancakes, reading every spare minute, finding spare minutes, endings, closure, appropriate weather for emotions, the way malls always smell so good, jumping the fence to find a hug awaiting on the other side, being together again, target starbucks dates, packing & listening, dejavu.

"You can try to swim the sea / You can try to hold the breeze / You can try to hide the sun / But say goodbye to everyone" -The Avett Brothers