+i need you here with me, not way over in a bucket seat

Magic muffins, him winning, street markets, fresh flowers for sale, watermelons, love and support, puppies and cats, keeping up and giving it full effort, huge salads, awesome rides, festivities, lights on trees, fans, second families, the looks of people content with each other, feeling sneaky, same-page-ing, trusting.

+and yes I wanna play. I really really do

Waking up to playful cats, granola, jogging trails that are chuck full of memories, dinner preparations, the sound of thunderstorms, planning it out well, cartoons via email, better communication than ever before, finishing edits and that feeling of finality, fresh fruit salads, cranberry red.

+and the moon's laying low in the sky

Homemade coffee in all its relaxation glory, the characters and unexpected plot lines, pushing hard, so many things done, working hard, ease, walks, sizes, good smells, sunshine, maps, beautiful blue, mosaics, hole-in-the-wall.

"And the world’s got me dizzy again
You think after 22 years I’d be used to the spin
And it only feels worse when I stay in one place
So I’m always pacing around or walking away"
 -Bright Eyes

+crawling back home again, stuck by the phone again

Gettin' stuff done, efficiency, post office trips and the lovely people who work there, goal-oriented, good food and baking, how much better the batter on the spoon tastes than the actual cookies, getting addicted to a new tv show, more sister and brother-in-law time: birmingham edition, so many possibilities, happy about the present and finally sorting through thoughts.

+come summer time, we're all the same age here

Last mornings, our favorite place to eat, hugging goodbye and full of smiles and love and all the unknowns, yummy cookouts and normalcy, having a place to land, the game of catch up and to-do lists, all my things being at my house again, easy sleep.

+so if you made it, just be glad that you did and stay there

Being fully myself, doing absolutely nothing, being a visitor, pool preparations and just spending time in the sun, surprise cups of sweet sonic drinks, time standing still, being obsessed with sweet ceces, precious time to actually talk about these things, cookouts and watching good fireworks on tv, oatmeal cookies, falling asleep to movies with my head on Devon's shoulder and realizing how rare that will be much too soon.

+we had a few drinks, we all felt inspired

Walking to the bakery, enjoying just the state of being with family who you don't see too often, fresh ground coffee and trading goods, the prospect of a new instrument, piles of artwork and canvases filled with my sister's creative thoughts, finding my own way, trying a new restaurant and feeling that pull that everything is going to keep going, having a friend to bathing suit shop with, spaghetti and good talks, friends all in one place in small little apartments, taking pictures with my brain to help me remember the feelings the sounds and the faces, all-in conversations, laughing until it hurts.

+cause even the sun strays, even the words turn good

Waking up to a sweet note from my sister as I drink my brother-in-law's coffee, days alone, bonding with a sweet dog, long walks, understanding that each city deserves to be learned for years and years, simple snacks, sitting outside, being a neighborhood kid, sleeping too much, understanding, tetris competitions, the ability to open up and just be.

+sing our songs though they're barely heard

Waking up at Sarah's, eating a yummy meal with good company, a new love of fruit tea?,  understanding and calming friends who love me despite my crazy crazy self, bicentennial mall and begging and pleaing my brain to never forget the emotions and love and support I feel at that moment, driving to louisville and feeling a sense of closure, handmade chinese food night with beer and great intersactions, sleeping early on my favorite couch.

+when this stops we'll be laughing

Culminating two years of the best work I have ever known, a restaurant that screams familiarity with people who I ache because I have to leave, final touches, staring at the emptiness of a once-homey apartment, leaving the keys, feeling dramatic as I close the door, treating myself to a big cookie for finishing everything, feeling like it's borrowed, spending time at a home with people who truly have made me feel at home for my last evening and that being so appropriate, place to place to place of people I just greedily want more time with.

+no need for reminding, you're still all that matters to me

Bongo for the last time with Sarah, enjoying reports when they summarize your own work, the chance to see Kristine one last time and just reeling in the connectedness and fun I have with her, plant transplants, nights at Mafiaoza's and how they never ever are dull, running into people I love and get to say goodbye to,  learning more about Spain from Kindall, just an all around fabulous day despite the craziness.

+missed all dangers, snakes and the floods

Sweet community, feeling very loved, giggling out loud, meetings with the title 'wrapping it up', cathartic conversations, pei wei nights, methodology, sleeping on the ground and staring around the room and remembering so much.

+what we lost means nothing, but the memories wll stay

Loud music, packing it up, long breakfasts with Kindall, funny little presents, feeling comfortable, feeling like time is simply...strange and new, boxes upon boxes, nooks crannies and then more nooks, labels, time well spent, walks around the block.

+the current just sang, the song was so soothing

Big and wonderful breakfasts, traveling days and the massive volumes of reading that is involved in them, cute airplane drink cups, being inspired by a novel, good music, water a plenty, warm spaces, driving my car again, comforting to be back again, hanging out with people for the last time, strobe lights, preparations to do so much.

+these four walls crashing in won't stop me now

Divine breakfasts, spinach, fuel, more slow paced, finding the gifts that fit the people, pool-sitting, learning the art of tuning in and out, the smell of freshly cut grass, boat rides, couch sleeping.

+it's easy to defend the logic of a friend

Good soreness, water bottles that remind me of home, gorgeous landscapes that show intentionality in planning, hibiscus, fruit juice, sunglasses, standing up for myself/being assertive, soccer games and the spirit that soccer brings, excitement about future friends' weddings, connection points, breathing.

+keep taking it easy

Sweet comments, winking, catching someone's eye, politeness, serving one another, searching for perfect gifts, prose, finding the beauty in the ugly, mint chocolate chip ice cream, hot tea, darting, elegance, noted for elegance, posture, sweet in-depth conversations, a comforting, reassuring voice on the phone, listening to my body.

+we'll be rubbing shoulders once again in the sun

Sneaking it in, energized steps, packing snacks, fresh veggies and fruit, trying, day dreams that make me smile, planning the whirlwind ahead, harry potter everything, pumpkin juice, chocolate frogs, riding a broomstick, eating well, long walks, good talks over hundreds of miles.

+add up all the years that you've been gone

Muppets-everything about them, eating pizza at pizza planet and falling in love with Toy Story all over again, the way memories can tell an entirely different story, shows and fun and learning how to thrive a bit.

+just what would be the chances, that i could show you how?

Kids who love snow white and t-rex playing together, keeping it up, flattering compliments, the amount of patience you can find, enjoying it all and feeling new perspectives coming on, appreciating the fanciness of everything, away from it all.